Thursday, April 20, 2006
Yea!!!! I managed to blog le. Thanks to Mable who has taught me how to blog. This blog is well maintain and nice. Given to me i dunno how to do. Ok heres my first blog, To my Cap Alvin, dear guys, girls, I wish to apologies to all of you as a mentor. I did not really care for my house member. To be frank, only recently (perhaps around the Ren Ci visits), I then really got to know all my members. As in who are really inside my house. I am very ashame of that. Being one of the pioneers in Singapre Buddhist Mission Youth, I have seen many youths come and go. Many of those were talented people, somes even our buddies. We used to have quite a number of music incline people, but, well... That is the one of reasons why you guys and gals only see 4 of us left. Lol. SBM has given me too many of memories. This memories has inevitably become a part of my life. At times, when i was staring into the ceilling, somehow, this memories arise into my mind. Most of it were with others heavenly kings as there were too many stupid crap and jokes that i will never forget in mind life. Being with the "extraordinary career", it was and is my dream. This dream is with my since childhood times whereby Ang hwee was sitting beside me in the class when our art teacher told us to draw what we wanted in the future. And I guess you all knew what i had drawn. I remember Ang Hwee drawn a car. Maybe he wanted to be a car repairman? I had managed to be in quite a various post. The current one I can say that is my busiest but yet favourite posting. Being the current job, I can really see all the things and face all sorts of people. The expreience so far, i can nv forget either. However, time is a major factor for the job. Even weekends i had to go back clear my work. This job is always my dream and now my passion. This passion have the same strenght as serving in SBM. But sad to say that the time and effort i spent in my job cant compared with the money i earn. Moreover with my current qualification.
But well, lucky enough, I have gotten my MBA. Talking about MBA, that was toughest time i ever had and can nv forget as well. I remember that period of time, was the first time i had failed my Fiance paper. I had to bug Liang Jian almost everyday to help me in doing project. As almost or all the project even to me and done with a help of at least one person.
The toughest time I ever had was all the shit came to me at one shot. I can still recall that i had failed my exam or so call repeat my module, I got to know that the girl i like had fallen in love with someone that is close to me, I was complaint to my boss where top management was involved and SBM, well, think the some uncles was like complaining about me. So guess what I did? Ha, I Li2 Jia1 Chu1 Zhou3. Well, the reason being it not to avoid all the stuff, but to have a time for myself and calm my mind. I went to one of my closest buddies house and stayed there for about 4 days. I did not answer to any phone calls at all. Lucky that my friend's house have SCV, Yu Jia Bo Dao and the chinese dramma channel. I just watch all the movie i could and sleep what ever i can. To me that was my worst period. After doing so, I felt that I was quite fortunate enough that I could able to do that. Some people I knew got himself into much more serious trouble then i have. Like the wife having affair, and facing financial problem at the same time. He was also facing a pending problems that may put his job at risk.Leaving a place for a while can be a good choice but not the best solution. Ths is what i have learn. I strong feel that overcoming the problem is a challeage. I always been telling myself that when i got into deep shit, there may be a chance where more shit can come together. This is way a person have to pull himself together. Look a problem carefully and DARE to accept it that it is in your hand. Now, I thought that that IS my worst period. But I was wrong. After working in the society, I knew that that wasn't the worst period at all. There are alot of worst period and bad time has to come. The last three weeks was hell to me. Got 2 Trials to run, 2 complaints to the press, have two 30 hrs of duty, have to settle the vesak @ orchard designing of T-shirt and placards. I am in need of time. Now i think it over soon le. Guys and Gals, you all are lucky enough to get a good or I can say the best cap in SBMY as your house cap. At least he is ready for you when you down. Sad to say that as a mentor, I failed to do my job as a mentor to guide you guys and gals due to my poor time management and spritual cultivation. But dun worry, as I will going to tender my resignation letter real soon, I will have much more time to keep in touch with you guys. Now I knew about our new guys much deeper like Ivan, Madeline, Kok Mei Yi, and Jason. And Slut team have these 2 new male members. I also knew that in Ananda, have discovered talent people like Mabel and Madeline. Thanks to both of you that our T-shirt came out in time. And Alvin, I knew you are kind of tired or faced some problem currently. But think of these people which you have form. These team you have form. Wtihout you, these blog can nv be set up. I can nv discover mabel. Ivan and Jason may not have a place to be with. Now they are in Slut. You are a very talented people. Like can play both soccer and basketball well, can sing well also. One of the best people to lead a group of people. Everyone faces shits. At time all came together. Just piece of advice, have a mind set that face them directly the next day you wake up in the morning. Whatever it is, when it comes to you, be mindful and truthful when face the shit.Sometime, powerful people do face down period, It is how you look at it. You want to look a half cup of water as half filled or half empty. It up to you to look at it. SBMY is the place I found my real brothers, close buddies and friend and also my lovely girlfriend. I hope that you all will find them here too. Thanks to everyone that i have a place to write my ediary. I will definately continues write my diary here too. Hope you guys and gal will treat these blog your very own too. Lawrence Lee
Simplicity overrode @ 8:23 PM
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